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New Moon Part 21. VERDICT

VERDICT


WE WERE IN A BRIGHTLY LIT, UNREMARKABLE HALLWAY. The walls were
off-white, the floor carpeted in industrial gray. Common rectangular fluorescent lights were
spaced evenly along the ceiling. It was warmer here, for which I was grateful. This hall
seemed very benign after the gloom of the ghoulish stone sewers.

Edward didn't seem to agree with my assessment. He glowered darkly down the long
hallway, toward the slight, black shrouded figure at the end, standing by an elevator.

He pulled me along, and Alice walked on my other side. The heavy door creaked shut behind
us, and then there was the thud of a bolt sliding home.

Jane waited by the elevator, one hand holding the doors open for us. Her expression was
apathetic.

Once inside the elevator, the three vampires that belonged to the Volturi relaxed further.
They threw back their cloaks, letting the hoods fall back on their shoulders. Felix and
Demetri were both of a slightly olive complexion ¬it looked odd combined with their chalky
pallor. Felix's black hair was cropped short, but Demetri's waved to his shoulders. Their irises
were deep crimson around the edges, darkening until they were black around the pupil.
Under the shrouds, their clothes were modern, pale, and nondescript. I cowered in the corner,
cringing against Edward. His hand still rubbed against my arm. He never took his eyes off
Jane.

The elevator ride was short; we stepped out into what looked like a posh office reception
area. The walls were paneled in wood, the floors carpeted in thick, deep green. There were
no windows, but large, brightly lit paintings of the Tuscan countryside hung everywhere as
replacements. Pale leather couches were arranged in cozy groupings, and the glossy tables
held crystal vases full of vibrantly colored bouquets. The flowers' smell reminded me of a
funeral home.

In the middle of the room was a high, polished mahogany counter. I gawked in astonishment
at the woman behind it.

She was tall, with dark skin and green eyes. She would have been very pretty in any other
company ¬but not here. Because she was every bit as human as I was. I couldn't comprehend
what this human woman was doing here, totally at ease, surrounded by vampires.

She smiled politely in welcome. "Good afternoon, Jane," she said. There was no surprise in
her face as she glanced at Jane's company. Not Edward, his bare chest glinting dimly in the
white lights, or even me, disheveled and comparatively hideous.

Jane nodded. "Gianna." She continued toward a set of double doors in the back of the room,
and we followed.



As Felix passed the desk, he winked at Gianna, and she giggled.

On the other side of the wooden doors was a different kind of reception. The pale boy in the
pearl gray suit could have been Jane's twin. His hair was darker, and his lips were not as full,
but he was just as lovely. He came forward to meet us. He smiled, reaching for her. "Jane."

"Alec," she responded, embracing the boy. They kissed each other's cheeks on both sides.
Then he looked at us.

"They send you out for one and you come back with two... and a half," he noted, looking at
me. "Nice work."

She laughed ¬the sound sparkled with delight like a baby's cooing.

"Welcome back, Edward," Alec greeted him. "You seem in a better mood."

"Marginally," Edward agreed in a flat voice. I glanced at Edward's hard face, and wondered
how his mood could have been darker before.

Alec chuckled, and examined me as I clung to Edward's side. "And this is the cause of all the
trouble?" he asked, skeptical.

Edward only smiled, his expression contemptuous. Then he froze.

"Dibs," Felix called casually from behind.

Edward turned, a low snarl building deep in his chest. Felix smiled¬ his hand was raised, palm
up; he curled his fingers twice, inviting Edward forward.

Alice touched Edward's arm. "Patience," she cautioned him.

They exchanged a long glance, and I wished I could hear what she was telling him. I figured
that it was something to do with not attacking Felix, because Edward took a deep breath and
turned back to Alec.

"Aro will be so pleased to see you again," Alec said, as if nothing had passed.

"Let's not keep him waiting," Jane suggested.

Edward nodded once.

Alec and Jane, holding hands, led the way down yet another wide, ornate hall¬ would there
ever be an end?

They ignored the doors at the end of the hall¬ doors entirely sheathed in gold¬ stopping
halfway down the hall and sliding aside a piece of the paneling to expose a plain wooden
door. It wasn't locked. Alec held it open for Jane.



I wanted to groan when Edward pulled me through to the other side of the door. It was the
same ancient stone as the square, the alley, and the sewers. And it was dark and cold again.

The stone antechamber was not large. It opened quickly into a brighter, cavernous room,
perfectly round like a huge castle turret... which was probably exactly what it was.

Two stories up, long window slits threw thin rectangles of bright sunlight onto the stone
floor below. There were no artificial lights. The only furniture in the room were several
massive wooden chairs, like thrones, that were spaced unevenly, flush with the curving stone
walls. In the very center of the circle, in a slight depression, was another drain. I wondered if
they used it as an exit, like the hole in the street.

The room was not empty. A handful of people were convened in seemingly relaxed
conversation. The murmur of low, smooth voices was a gentle hum in the air. As I watched,
a pair of pale women in summer dresses paused in a patch of light, and, like prisms, their skin
threw the light in rainbow sparkles against the sienna walls.

The exquisite faces all turned toward our party as we entered the room. Most of the
immortals were dressed in inconspicuous pants and shirts ¬things that wouldn't stick out at all
on the streets below. But the man who spoke first wore one of the long robes. It was
pitch-black, and brushed against the floor. For a moment, I thought his long, jet-black hair
was the hood of his cloak.

"Jane, dear one, you've returned!" he cried in evident delight. His voice was just a soft
sighing.

He drifted forward, and the movement flowed with such surreal grace that I gawked, my
mouth hanging open. Even Alice, whose every motion looked like dancing, could not
compare.

I was only more astonished as he floated closer and I could see his face. It was not like the
unnaturally attractive faces that surrounded him (for he did not approach us alone; the entire
group converged around him, some following, and some walking ahead of him with the alert
manner of bodyguards). I couldn't decide if his face was beautiful or not. I suppose the
features were perfect. But he was as different from the vampires beside him as they were
from me. His skin was translucently white, like onionskin, and it looked just as delicate ¬it
stood in shocking contrast to the long black hair that framed his face. I felt a strange,
horrifying urge to touch his cheek, to see if it was softer than Edward's or Alice's, or if it was
powdery, like chalk. His eyes were red, the same as the others around him, but the color was
clouded, milky; I wondered if his vision was affected by the haze.

He glided to Jane, took her face in his papery hands, kissed her lightly on her full lips, and
then floated back a step.

"Yes, Master." Jane smiled; the expression made her look like an angelic child. "I brought



him back alive, just as you wished."

"Ah, Jane." He smiled, too. "You are such a comfort to me."

He turned his misty eyes toward us, and the smile brightened ¬became ecstatic.

"And Alice and Bella, too!" he rejoiced, clapping his thin hands together. "This is a happy
surprise! Wonderful!"

I stared in shock as he called our names informally, as if we were old friends dropping in for
an unexpected visit.

He turned to our hulking escort. "Felix, be a dear and tell my brothers about our company.
I'm sure they wouldn't want to miss this."

"Yes, Master." Felix nodded and disappeared back the way we had come.

"You see, Edward?" The strange vampire turned and smiled at Edward like a fond but
scolding grandfather. "What did I tell you? Aren't you glad that I didn't give you what you
wanted yesterday?"

"Yes, Aro, I am," he agreed, tightening his arm around my waist.

"I love a happy ending." Aro sighed. "They are so rare. But I want the whole story. How did
this happen? Alice?" He turned to gaze at Alice with curious, misty eyes. "Your brother
seemed to think you infallible, but apparently there was some mistake."

"Oh, I'm far from infallible." She flashed a dazzling smile. She looked perfectly at ease,
except that her hands were balled into tight little fists. "As you can see today, I cause
problems as often as I cure them."

"You're too modest," Aro chided. "I've seen some of your more amazing exploits, and I must
admit I've never observed anything like your talent. Wonderful!"

Alice flickered a glance at Edward. Aro did not miss it.

"I'm sorry, we haven't been introduced properly at all, have we? It's just that I feel like I
know you already, and I tend get ahead of myself. Your brother introduced us yesterday, in a
peculiar way. You see, I share some of your brother's talent, only I am limited in a way that
he is not." Aro shook his head; his tone was envious.

"And also exponentially more powerful," Edward added dryly. He looked at Alice as he
swiftly explained. "Aro needs physical contact to hear your thoughts, but he hears much more
than I do. You know I can only hear what's passing through your head in the moment. Aro
hears every thought your mind has ever had."

Alice raised her delicate eyebrows, and Edward inclined his head.




Aro didn't miss that either.

"But to be able to hear from a distance..." Aro sighed, gesturing toward the two of them,
and the exchange that had just taken place. "That would be so convenient."

Aro looked over our shoulders. All the other heads turned in the same direction, including
Jane, Alec, and Demetri, who stood silently beside us.

I was the slowest to turn. Felix was back, and behind him floated two more black-robed
men. Both looked very much like Aro, one even had the same flowing black hair. The other
had a shock of snow-white hair¬the same shade as his face¬that brushed against his
shoulders. Their faces had identical, paper-thin skin.

The trio from Carlisle's painting was complete, unchanged by the last three hundred years
since it was painted.

"Marcus, Caius, look!" Aro crooned. "Bella is alive after all, and Alice is here with her! Isn't
that wonderful?"

Neither of the other two looked as if wonderful would be their first choice of words. The
dark-haired man seemed utterly bored, like he'd seen too many millennia of Aro's enthusiasm.
The other's hice was sour under the snowy hair.

Their lack of interest did not curb Aro's enjoyment.

"Let us have the story," Aro almost sang in his feathery voice.

The white-haired ancient vampire drifted away, gliding toward one of the wooden thrones.
The other paused beside Aro, and he reached his hand out, at first I thought to take Aro's
hand. But he just touched Aro's palm briefly and then dropped his hand to his side. Aro
raised one black brow. I wondered how his papery skin did not crumple in the effort.

Edward snorted very quietly, and Alice looked at him, curious.

"Thank you, Marcus," Aro said. "That's quite interesting."

I realized, a second late, that Marcus was letting Aro know his thoughts.

Marcus didn't look interested. He glided away from Aro to join the one who must be Caius,
seated against the wall. Two of the attending vampires followed silently behind
him ¬bodyguards, like I'd thought before. I could see that the two women in the sundresses
had gone to stand beside Caius in the same manner. The idea of any vampire needing a guard
was faintly ridiculous to me, but maybe the ancient ones were as frail as their skin suggested.

Aro was shaking his head. "Amazing,"' he said. "Absolutely amazing."

Alice's expression was frustrated. Edward turned to her and explained again in a swift, low



voice. "Marcus sees relationships. He's surprised by the intensity of ours."

Aro smiled. "So convenient," he repeated to himself. Then he spoke to us. "It takes quite a
bit to surprise Marcus, I can assure you."

I looked at Marcus's dead face, and I believed that.

"It's just so difficult to understand, even now," Aro mused, staring at Edward's arm wrapped
around me. It was hard for me to follow Aro's chaotic train of thought. I struggled to keep
up. "How can you stand so close to her like that?"

"It's not without effort," Edward answered calmly.

"But still¬ la tua cantante! What a waste!"

Edward chuckled once without humor. "I look at it more as a price."

Aro was skeptical. "A very high price."

"Opportunity cost."

Aro laughed. "If I hadn't smelled her through your memories, I wouldn't have believed the
call of anyone's blood could be so strong. I've never felt anything like it myself. Most of us
would trade much for such a gift, and yet you..."

"Waste it," Edward finished, his voice sarcastic now.

Aro laughed again. "Ah, how I miss my friend Carlisle! You remind me of him ¬only he was
not so angry."

"Carlisle outshines me in many other ways as well."

"I certainly never thought to see Carlisle bested for self-control of all things, but you put him
to shame."

"Hardly." Edward sounded impatient. As if he were tired of the preliminaries. It made me
more afraid; I couldn't help but try to imagine what he expected would follow.

"I am gratified by his success," Aro mused. "Your memories of him are quite a gift for me,
though they astonish me exceedingly. I am surprised by how it... pleases me, his success in
this unorthodox path he's chosen. I expected that he would waste, weaken with time. I'd
scoffed at his plan to find others who would share his peculiar vision. Yet, somehow, I'm
happy to be wrong."

Edward didn't reply.

"But your restraint!" Aro sighed. "I did not know such strength was possible. To inure
yourself against such a siren call, not just once but again and again¬ if I had not felt it myself,



I would not have believed."

Edward gazed back at Aro's admiration with no expression. I knew his face well
enough ¬time had not changed that ¬to guess at something seething beneath the surface. I
fought to keep my breathing even.

"Just remembering how she appeals to you..." Aro chuckled. "It makes me thirsty."

Edward tensed.

"Don't be disturbed," Aro reassured him. "I mean her no harm. But I am so curious, about
one thing in particular." He eyed me with bright interest. "May I?" he asked eagerly, lifting
one hand.

"Ask her," Edward suggested in a flat voice.

"Of course, how rude of me!" Aro exclaimed. "Bella," he addressed me directly now. "I'm
fascinated that you are the one exception to Edward's impressive talent ¬so very interesting
that such a thing should occur! And I was wondering, since our talents are similar in many
ways, if you would be so kind as to allow me to try¬ to see if you are an exception for me, as
well?"

My eyes flashed up to Edward's face in terror. Despite Aro's overt politeness, I didn't believe
I really had a choice. I was horrified at the thought of allowing him to touch me, and yet also
perversely intrigued by the chance to feel his strange skin.

Edward nodded in encouragement ¬whether because he was sure Aro would not hurt me, or
because there was no choice, I couldn't tell.

I turned back to Aro and raised my hand slowly in front of me. It was trembling.

He glided closer, and I believe he meant his expression to be reassuring. But his papery
features were too strange, too alien and frightening, to reassure. The look on his face was
more confident than his words had been.

Aro reached out, as if to shake my hand, and pressed his insubstantial-looking skin against
mine. It was hard, but felt brittle¬ shale rather than granite ¬and even colder than I expected.

His filmy eyes smiled down at mine, and it was impossible to look away. They were
mesmerizing in an odd, unpleasant way.

Aro's face altered as I watched. The confidence wavered and became first doubt, then
incredulity before he calmed it into a friendly mask.

"So very interesting," he said as he released my hand and drifted back.

My eyes flickered to Edward, and, though his face was composed, I thought he seemed a



little smug.

Aro continued to drift with a thoughtful expression. He was quiet for a moment, his eyes
flickering between the three of us. Then, abruptly, he shook his head.

"A first," he said to himself "I wonder if she is immune to our other talents... Jane, dear?"

"No!" Edward snarled the word. Alice grabbed his arm with a restraining hand. He shook her
off.

Little Jane smiled up happily at Aro. "Yes, Master?"

Edward was truly snarling now, the sound ripping and tearing from him, glaring at Aro with
baleful eyes. The room had gone still, everyone watching him with amazed disbelief, as if he
were committing some embarrassing social faux pas. I saw Felix grin hopefully and move a
step forward. Aro glanced at him once, and he froze in place, his grin turning to a sulky
expression.

Then he spoke to Jane. "I was wondering, my dear one, if Bella is immune to you."

I could barely hear Aro over Edward's furious growls. He let go of me, moving to hide me
from their view. Caius ghosted in our direction, with his entourage, to watch.

Jane turned toward us with a beatific smile.

"Don't!" Alice cried as Edward launched himself at the little girl.

Before I could react, before anyone could jump between them, before Aro's bodyguards
could tense, Edward was on the ground.

No one had touched him, but he was on the stone floor writhing in obvious agony, while I
stared in horror.

Jane was smiling only at him now, and it all clicked together. What Alice had said about
formidable gifts, why everyone treated Jane with such deference, and why Edward had
thrown himself in her path before she could do that to me.

"Stop!" I shrieked, my voice echoing in the silence, jumping forward to put myself between
them. But Alice threw her arms around me in an unbreakable grasp and ignored my struggles.
No sound escaped Edward's lips as he cringed against the stones. It felt like my head would
explode from the pain of watching this.

"Jane," Aro recalled her in a tranquil voice. She looked up quickly, still smiling with pleasure,
her eyes questioning. As soon as Jane looked away, Edward was still.

Aro inclined his head toward me.

Jane turned her smile in my direction.



I didn't even meet her gaze. I watched Edward from the prison of Alice's arms, still
struggling pointlessly.

"He's fine," Alice whispered in a tight voice. As she spoke, he sat up, and then sprang lightly
to his feet. His eyes met mine, and they were horror-struck. At first I thought the horror was
for what he had just suffered. But then he looked quickly at Jane, and back to me ¬and his
face relaxed into relief.

I looked at Jane, too, and she no longer smiled. She glared at me, her jaw clenched with the
intensity of her focus. I shrank back, waiting for the pain.

Nothing happened.

Edward was by my side again. He touched Alice's arm, and she surrendered me to him.

Aro started to laugh. "Ha, ha. ha," he chuckled. "This is wonderful!"

Jane hissed in frustration, leaning forward like she was preparing to spring.

"Don't be put out, dear one," Aro said in a comforting tone, placing a powder-light hand on
her shoulder. "She confounds us all."

Jane's upper lip curled back ever her teeth as she continued to glare at me.

"Ha, ha, ha," Aro chortled again. "You're very brave, Edward, to endure in silence. I asked
Jane to do that to me once ¬just out of curiosity." He shook his head in admiration.

Edward glared, disgusted.

"So what do we do with you now?" Aro sighed.

Edward and Alice stiffened. This was the part they'd been waiting for. I began to tremble.

"I don't suppose there's any chance that you've changed your mind?" Aro asked Edward
hopefully. "Your talent would be an excellent addition to our little company."

Edward hesitated. From the corner of my eye, I saw both Felix and Jane grimace.

Edward seemed to weigh each word before he spoke it. "I'd... rather... not."

"Alice?" Aro asked, still hopeful. "Would you perhaps be interested in joining with us?"

"No, thank you," Alice said.

"And you, Bella?" Aro raised his eyebrows.

Edward hissed, low in my ears. I stared at Aro blankly. Was he joking? Or was he really
asking me if I wanted to stay for dinner?



It was the white-haired Caius who broke the silence.

"What?" he demanded of Aro; his voice, though no more than a whisper, was flat.

"Caius, surely you see the potential," Aro chided him affectionately. "I haven't seen a
prospective talent so promising since we found Jane and Alec. Can you imagine the
possibilities when she is one of us?"

Caius looked away with a caustic expression. Jane's eyes sparked with indignation at the
comparison.

Edward fumed beside me. I could hear a rumble in his chest, building toward a growl. I
couldn't let his temper get him hurt.

"No, thank you," I spoke up in barely more than a whisper, my voice breaking in fright.

Aro sighed. "That's unfortunate. Such a waste."

Edward hissed. "Join or die, is that it? I suspected as much when we were brought to this
room. So much for your laws."

The tone of his voice surprised me. He sounded irate, but there was something deliberate
about his delivery¬ as if he'd chosen his words with great care.

"Of course not." Aro blinked, astonished. "We were already convened here, Edward,
awaiting Heidi's return. Not for you."

"Aro," Caius hissed. "The law claims them."

Edward glared at Caius. "How so?" he demanded. He must have known what Caius was
thinking, but he seemed determined to make him speak it aloud.

Caius pointed a skeletal finger at me. "She knows too much. You have exposed our secrets."
His voice was papery thin, just like his skin.

"There are a few humans in on your charade here, as well," Edward reminded him, and I
thought of the pretty receptionist below.

Caius's face twisted into a new expression. Was it supposed to be a smiled.

"Yes," he agreed. "But when they are no longer useful to us, they will serve to sustain us.
That is not your plan for this one. If she betrays our secrets, are you prepared to destroy her? I
think not," he scoffed.

"I wouldn't¬," I began, still whispering. Caius silenced me with an icy look.

"Nor do you intend to make her one of us," Caius continued. "Therefore, she is a
vulnerability. Though it is true, for this, only her life is forfeit. You may leave if you wish."



Edward bared his teeth.

"That's what I thought," Caius said, with something akin to pleasure. Felix leaned forward,
eager.

"Unless..." Aro interrupted. He looked unhappy with the way the conversation had gone.
"Unless you do intend to give her immortality?"

Edward pursed his lips, hesitating for a moment before he answered. "And if I do?"

Aro smiled, happy again. "Why, then you would be free to go home and give my regards to
my friend Carlisle." His expression turned more hesitant. "But I'm afraid you would have to
mean it."

Aro raised his hand in front of him.

Caius, who had begun to scowl furiously, relaxed.

Edward's lips tightened into a fierce line. He stared into my eyes, and I stared back.

"Mean it," I whispered. "Please."

Was it really such a loathsome idea? Would he rather die than change me? I felt like I'd been
kicked in the stomach.

Edward stared down at me with a tortured expression.

And then Alice stepped away from us, forward toward Aro. We turned to watch her. Her
hand was raised like his.

She didn't say anything, and Aro waved off his anxious guard as they moved to block her
approach. Aro met her halfway, and took her hand with an eager, acquisitive glint in his eyes.

He bent his head over their touching hands, his eyes closing as he concentrated. Alice was
motionless, her face blank. I heard Edward's teeth snap together.

No one moved. Aro seemed frozen over Alice's hand. The seconds passed and I grew more
and more stressed, wondering how much time would pass before it was too much time.
Before it meant something was wrong ¬more wrong than it already was.

Another agonizing moment passed, and then Aro's voice broke the silence.

"Ha, ha, ha," he laughed, his head still bent forward. He looked up slowly, his eyes bright
with excitement. "That was fascinating!"

Alice smiled dryly. "I'm glad you enjoyed it."

"To see the things you've seen¬ especially the ones that haven't happened yet!" He shook his



head in wonder.

"But that will," she reminded him, voice calm.

"Yes, yes, it's quite determined. Certainly there's no problem."

Caius looked bitterly disappointed ¬a feeling he seemed to share with Felix and Jane.

"Aro," Caius complained.

"Dear Caius," Aro smiled. "Do not fret. Think of the possibilities! They do not join us today,
but we can always hope for the future. Imagine the joy young Alice alone would bring to our
little household... Besides, I'm so terribly curious to see how Bella turns out!"

Aro seemed convinced. Did he not realize how subjective Alice's visions were.' That she
could make up her mind to transform me today, and then change it tomorrow? A million tiny
decisions, her decisions and so many others', too¬ Edward's¬ could alter her path, and with
that, the future.

And would it really matter that Alice was willing, would it make any difference if I did
become a vampire, when the idea was so repulsive to Edward? If death was, to him, a better
alternative than having me around forever, an immortal annoyance? Terrified as I was, I felt
myself sinking down into depression, drowning in it...

"Then we are free to go now?" Edward asked in an even voice.

"Yes, yes," Aro said pleasantly. "But please visit again. It's been absolutely enthralling!"

"And we will visit you as well," Caius promised, his eyes suddenly half-closed like the
heavy-lidded gaze of a lizard. "To be sure that you follow through on your side. Were I you, I
would not delay too long. We do not offer second chances."

Edward's jaw clenched tight, but he nodded once.

Caius smirked and drifted back to where Marcus still sat, unmoving and uninterested.

Felix groaned.

"Ah, Felix." Aro smiled, amused. "Heidi will be here at any moment. Patience."

"Hmm." Edward's voice had a new edge to it. "In that case, perhaps we'd better leave sooner
rather than later."

"Yes," Aro agreed. "That's a good idea. Accidents do happen. Please wait below until after
dark, though, if you don't mind."

"Of course," Edward agreed, while I cringed at the thought of waiting out the day before we
could escape.



"And here," Aro added, motioning to Felix with one finger. Felix came forward at once, and
Aro unfastened the gray cloak the huge vampire wore, pulling from his shoulders. He tossed
it to Edward. "Take this. You're a little conspicuous."

Edward put the long cloak on, leaving the hood down.

Aro sighed. "It suits you."

Edward chuckled, but broke off suddenly, glancing over his shoulder. "Thank you, Aro. We'll
wait below."

"Goodbye, young friends," Aro said, his eyes bright as he stared in the same direction.

"Let's go," Edward said, urgent now.

Demetri gestured that we should follow, and then set off the way we'd come in, the only exit
by the look of things.

Edward pulled me swiftly along beside him. Alice was close by my other side, her face hard.

"Not fast enough," she muttered.

I stared up at her, frightened, but she only seemed chagrined. It was then that I first heard the
babble of voices¬ loud, rough voices ¬coming from the antechamber.

"Well this is unusual," a man's coarse voice boomed.

"So medieval," an unpleasantly shrill, female voice gushed back.

A large crowd was coming through the little door, filling the smaller stone chamber. Demetri
motioned for us to make room. We pressed back against the cold wall to let them pass.

The couple in front, Americans from the sound of them, glanced around themselves with
appraising eyes.

"Welcome, guests! Welcome to Volterra!" I could hear Aro sing from the big turret room.

The rest of them, maybe forty or more, filed in after the couple. Some studied the setting like
tourists. A few even snapped pictures. Others looked confused, as if the story that had led
them to this room was not making sense anymore. I noticed one small, dark woman in
particular. Around her neck was a rosary, and she gripped the cross tightly in one hand. She
walked more slowly than the others, touching someone now and then and asking a question
in an unfamiliar language. No one seemed to understand her, and her voice grew more
panicked.

Edward pulled my face against his chest, but it was too late. I already understood.

As soon as the smallest break appeared, Edward pushed me quickly toward the door. I could
feel the horrified expression on my face, and the tears beginning to pool in my eyes.

The ornate golden hallway was quiet, empty except for one gorgeous, statuesque woman.
She stared at us curiously, me in particular.

"Welcome home, Heidi," Demetri greeted her from behind us.

Heidi smiled absently. She reminded me of Rosalie, though they looked nothing alike¬ it was
just that her beauty, too, was exceptional, unforgettable. I couldn't seem to look away.

She was dressed to emphasize that beauty. Her amazingly long legs, darkened with tights,
were exposed by the shortest of miniskirts. Her top was long-sleeved and high-necked, but
extremely close-fitting, and constructed of red vinyl. Her long mahogany hair was lustrous,
and her eyes were the strangest shade of violet ¬a color that might result from blue-tinted
contacts over red irises.

"Demetri," she responded in a silky voice, her eyes flickering between my face and Edward's
gray cloak.

"Nice fishing," Demetri complimented her, and I suddenly understood the attention-grabbing
outfit she wore... she was not only the fisherman, but also the bait.

"Thanks." She flashed a stunning smile. "Aren't you coming?"

"In a minute. Save a few for me."

Heidi nodded and ducked through the door with one last curious look at me.

Edward set a pace that had me running to keep up. But we still couldn't get through the
ornate door at the end of the hallway before the screaming started.

New Moon Part 20. VOLTERRA

VOLTERRA


WE BEGAN THE STEEP CLIMB, AND THE ROAD GREW CONGESTED. As we
wound higher, the cars became too close together for Alice to weave insanely between them
anymore. We slowed to a crawl behind a little tan Peugeot.

"Alice," I moaned. The clock on the dash seemed to be speeding up.

"It's the only way in," she tried soothe me. But her voice was too strained to comfort.

The cars continued to edge forward, one car length at a time. The sun beamed down
brilliantly, seeming already overhead.

The cars crept one by one toward the city. As we got closer, I could see cars parked by the
side of the road with people getting out to walk the test of the way. At first I thought it was
just impatience ¬something I could easily understand. But then we came around a
switchback, and I could see the filled parking lot outside the city wall, the crowds of people
walking through the gates. No one was being allowed to drive through.

"Alice," I whispered urgently.

"I know," she said. Her face was chiseled from ice.

Now that I was looking, and we were crawling slowly enough to see, I could tell that it was
very windy. The people crowding toward the gate gripped their hats and tugged their hair
out of their faces. Their clothes billowed around them. I also noticed that the color red was
everywhere. Red shirts, red hats, red flags dripping like long ribbons beside the gate,
whipping in the wind¬ as I watched, the brilliant crimson scarf one woman had tied around
her hair was caught in a sudden gust. It twisted up into the air above her, writhing like it was
alive. She reached for it, jumping in the air, but it continued to flutter higher, a patch of
bloody color against the dull, ancient walls.

"Bella." Alice spoke quickly in a fierce, low voice. "I can't see what the guard here will
decide now ¬if this doesn't work, you're going to have to go in alone. You're going to have to
run. Just keep asking for the Palazzo dei Priori, and running in the direction they tell you.
Don't get lost."

"Palazzo dei Priori, Palazzo dei Priori," I repeated the name over and over again, trying to get
it down.

"Or 'the clock tower,' if they speak English. I'll go around and try to find a secluded spot
somewhere behind the city where I can go over the wall."

I nodded. "Palazzo dei Priori."

"Edward will be under the clock tower, to the north of the square. There's a narrow alleyway



on the right, and he'll be in the shadow there. You have to get his attention before he can
move into the sun."

I nodded furiously.

Alice was near the front of the line. A man in a navy blue uniform was directing the flow of
traffic, turning the cars away from the full lot. They U-turned and headed back to find a place
beside the road. Then it was Alice's turn.

The uniformed man motioned lazily, not paying attention. Alice accelerated, edging around
him and heading for the gate. He shouted something at us, but held his ground, waving
frantically to keep the next car from following our bad example.

The man at the gate wore a matching uniform. As we approached him, the throngs of tourists
passed, crowding the sidewalks, staring curiously at the pushy, flashy Porsche.

The guard stepped into the middle of the street. Alice angled the car carefully before she
came to a full stop. The sun beat against my window, and she was in shadow. She swiftly
reached behind the seat and grabbed something from her bag.

The guard came around the car with an irritated expression, and tapped on her window
angrily.

She rolled the window down halfway, and I watched him do a double take when he saw the
face behind the dark glass.

"I'm sorry, only tour buses allowed in the city today, miss," he said in English, with a heavy
accent. He was apologetic, now, as if he wished he had better news for the strikingly
beautiful woman.

"It's a private tour," Alice said, flashing an alluring smile. She reached her hand out of the
window, into the sunlight. I froze, until I realized she was wearing an elbow-length, tan
glove. She took his hand, still raised from tapping her window, and pulled it into the car. She
put something into his palm, and folded his fingers around it.

His face was dazed as he retrieved his hand and stared at the thick roll of money he now
held. The outside bill was a thousand dollar bill.

"Is this a joke?" he mumbled.

Alice's smile was blinding. "Only if you think it's funny."

He looked at her, his eyes staring wide. I glanced nervously at the clock on the dash. If
Edward stuck to his plan, we had only five minutes left.

"I'm in a wee bit of a hurry," she hinted, still smiling.



The guard blinked twice, and then shoved the money inside his vest. He took a step away
from the window and waved us on. None of the passing people seemed to notice the quiet
exchange. Alice drove into the city, and we both sighed in relief.

The street was very narrow, cobbled with the same color stones as the faded cinnamon
brown buildings that darkened the street with their shade. It had the feel of an alleyway. Red
flags decorated the walls, spaced only a few yards apart, flapping in the wind that whistled
through the narrow lane.

It was crowded, and the foot traffic slowed our progress.

"Just a little farther," Alice encouraged me; I was gripping the door handle, ready to throw
myself into the street as soon as she spoke the word.

She drove in quick spurts and sudden stops, and the people in the crowd shook their fists at
us and said angry words that I was glad I couldn't understand. She turned onto a little path
that couldn't have been meant for cars; shocked people had to squeeze into doorways as we
scraped by. We found another street at the end. The buildings were taller here; they leaned
together overhead so that no sunlight touched the pavement ¬the thrashing red flags on either
side nearly met. The crowd was thicker here than anywhere else. Alice stopped the car. I had
the door open before we were at a standstill.

She pointed to where the street widened into a patch of bright openness. "There ¬we're at the
southern end of the square. Run straight across, to the right of the clock tower. I'll find a way
around¬"

Her breath caught suddenly, and when she spoke again, her voice was a hiss. "They're
everywhere?"

I froze in place, but she pushed me out of the car. "Forget about them. You have two
minutes. Go, Bella, go!" she shouted, climbing out of the car as she spoke.

I didn't pause to watch Alice melt into the shadows. I didn't stop to close my door behind
me. I shoved a heavy woman out of my way and ran flat out, head down, paying little
attention to anything but the uneven stones beneath my feet.

Coming out of the dark lane, I was blinded by the brilliant sunlight beating down into the
principal plaza. The wind whooshed into me, flinging my hair into my eyes and blinding me
further. It was no wonder that I didn't see the wall of flesh until I'd smacked into it.

There was no pathway, no crevice between the close pressed bodies. I pushed against them
furiously, fighting the hands that shoved back. I heard exclamations of irritation and even
pain as I battled my way through, but none were in a language I understood. The faces were
a blur of anger and surprise, surrounded by the ever-present red. A blond woman scowled at
me, and the red scarf coiled around her neck looked like a gruesome wound. A child, lifted
on a man's shoulders to see over the crowd, grinned down at me, his lips distended over a set



of plastic vampire fangs.

The throng jostled around me, spinning me the wrong direction. I was glad the clock was so
visible, or I'd never keep my course straight. But both hands on the clock pointed up toward
the pitiless sun, and, though I shoved viciously against the crowd, I knew I was too late. I
wasn't halfway across. I wasn't going to make it. I was stupid and slow and human, and we
were all going to die because of it.

I hoped Alice would get out. I hoped that she would see me from some dark shadow and
know that I had failed, so she could go home to Jasper.

I listened, above the angry exclamations, trying to hear the sound of discovery: the gasp,
maybe the scream, as Edward came into someone's view.

But there was a break in the crowd ¬I could see a bubble of space ahead. I pushed urgently
toward it, not realizing till I bruised my shins against the bricks that there was a wide, square
fountain set into the center of the plaza.

I was nearly crying with relief as I flung my leg over the edge and ran through the knee-deep
water. It sprayed all around me as I thrashed my way across the pool. Even in the sun, the
wind was glacial, and the wet made the cold actually painful. But the fountain was very
wide; it let me cross the center of the square and then some in mere seconds. I didn't pause
when I hit the far edge ¬I used the low wall as a springboard, throwing myself into the crowd.

They moved more readily for me now, avoiding the icy water that splattered from my
dripping clothes as I ran. I glanced up at the clock again.

A deep, booming chime echoed through the square. It throbbed in the stones under my feet.
Children cried, covering their ears. And I started screaming as I ran.

"Edward!" I screamed, knowing it was useless. The crowd was too loud, and my voice was
breathless with exertion. But I couldn't stop screaming.

The clock tolled again. I ran past a child in his mother's arms ¬his hair was almost white in
the dazzling sunlight. A circle of tall men, all wearing red blazers, called out warnings as I
barreled through them. The clock tolled again.

On the other side of the men in blazers, there was a break in the throng, space between the
sightseers who milled aimlessly around me. My eyes searched the dark narrow passage to the
right of the wide square edifice under the tower. I couldn't see the street level¬ there were
still too many people in the way. The clock tolled again.

It was hard to see now. Without the crowd to break the wind, it whipped at my face and
burned my eyes. I couldn't be sure if that was the reason behind my tears, or if I was crying in
defeat as the clock tolled again.

A little family of four stood nearest to the alley's mouth. The two girls wore crimson dresses,



with matching ribbons tying their dark hair back. The father wasn't tall. It seemed like I
could see something bright in the shadows, just over his shoulder. I hurtled toward them,
trying to see past the stinging tears. The clock tolled, and the littlest girl clamped her hands
over her ears.

The older girl, just waist high on her mother, hugged her mother's leg and stared into the
shadows behind them. As I watched, she tugged on her mother's elbow and pointed toward
the darkness. The clock tolled, and I was so close now.

I was close enough to hear her high-pitched voice. Her father stared at me in surprise as I
bore down on them, rasping out Edward's name over and over again.

The older girl giggled and said something to her mother, gesturing toward the shadows again
impatiently.

I swerved around the father¬ he clutched the baby out of my way¬ and sprinted for the gloomy
breach behind them as the clock tolled over my head.

"Edward, no!" I screamed, but my voice was lost in the roar of the chime.

I could see him now. And I could see that he could not see me.

It was really him, no hallucination this time. And I realized that my delusions were more
flawed than I'd realized; they'd never done him justice.

Edward stood, motionless as a statue, just a few feet from the mouth of the alley. His eyes
were closed, the rings underneath them deep purple, his arms relaxed at his sides, his palms
turned forward. His expression was very peaceful, like he was dreaming pleasant things. The
marble skin of his chest was bare¬ there was a small pile of white fabric at his feet. The light
reflecting from the pavement of the square gleamed dimly from his skin.

I'd never seen anything more beautiful¬ even as I ran, gasping and screaming, I could
appreciate that. And the last seven months meant nothing. And his words in the forest meant
nothing. And it did not matter if he did not want me. I would never want anything but him,
no matter how long I lived.

The clock tolled, and he took a large stride toward the light.

"No!" I screamed. "Edward, look at me!"

He wasn't listening. He smiled very slightly. He raised his foot to take the step that would
put him directly in the path of the sun.

I slammed into him so hard that the force would have hurled me to the ground if his arms
hadn't caught me and held me up. It knocked my breath out of me and snapped my head
back.



His dark eyes opened slowly as the clock tolled again.

He looked down at me with quiet surprise.

"Amazing," he said, his exquisite voice full of wonder, slightly amused. "Carlisle was right."

"Edward," I tried to gasp, but my voice had no sound. "You've got to get back into the
shadows. You have to move!"

He seemed bemused. His hand brushed softly against my cheek. He didn't appear to notice
that I was trying to force him back. I could have been pushing against the alley walls for all
the progress I was making. The clock tolled, but he didn't react.

It was very strange, for I knew we were both in mortal danger. Still, in that instant, I felt
well. Whole. I could feel my heart racing in my chest, the blood pulsing hot and fast through
my veins again. My lungs filled deep with the sweet scent that came off his skin. It was like
there had never been any hole in my chest. I was perfect ¬not healed, but as if there had been
no wound in the first place.

"I can't believe how quick it was. I didn't feel a thing¬ they're very good," he mused, closing
his eyes again and pressing his lips against my hair. His voice was like honey and velvet.
"Death, that hath sucked the honey of thy breath, hath had no power yet upon thy beauty," he
murmured, and I recognized the line spoken by Romeo in the tomb. The clock boomed out
its final chime "You smell just exactly the same as always," he went on. "So maybe this is
hell. I don't care. I'll take it."

"I'm not dead," I interrupted. "And neither are you! Please Edward, we have to move. They
can't be far away!"

I struggled in his arms, and his brow furrowed in confusion.

"What was that?" he asked politely.

"We're not dead, not yet! But we have to get out of here before the Volturi¬"

Comprehension flickered on his face as I spoke. Before I could finish, he suddenly yanked me
away from the edge of the shadows, spinning me effortlessly so that my back was tight
against the brick wall, and his back was to me as he faced away into the alley. His arms
spread wide, protectively, in front of me.

I peeked under his arm to see two dark shapes detach themselves from the gloom.

"Greetings, gentlemen," Edward's voice was calm and pleasant, on the surface. "I don't think
I'll be requiring your services today. I would appreciate it very much, however, if you would
send my thanks to your masters."

"Shall we take this conversation to a more appropriate venue?" a smooth voice whispered



menacingly.

"I don't believe that will be necessary." Edward's voice was harder now. "I know your
instructions, Felix. I haven't broken any rules."

"Felix merely meant to point out the proximity of the sun," the other shadow said in a
soothing tone. They were both concealed within smoky gray cloaks that reached to the
ground and undulated in the wind. "Let us seek better cover."

"I'll be right behind you," Edward said dryly. "Bella, why don't you go back to the square and
enjoy the festival?"

"No, bring the girl," the first shadow said, somehow injecting a leer into his whisper.

"I don't think so." The pretense of civility disappeared. Edward's voice was flat and icy. His
weight shifted infinitesimally, and I could see that he was preparing to fight.

"No." I mouthed the word.

"Shh," he murmured, only for me.

"Felix," the second, more reasonable shadow cautioned. "Not here." He turned to Edward.
"Aro would simply like to speak with you again, if you have decided not to force our hand
after all."

"Certainly," Edward agreed. '"But the girl goes free."

"I'm afraid that's not possible," the polite shadow said regretfully. "We do have rules to
obey."

"Then I'm afraid that I'll be unable to accept Aro's invitation, Demetri."

"That's just fine," Felix purred. My eyes were adjusting to the deep shade, and I could see
that Felix was very big, tall and thick through the shoulders. His size reminded me of
Emmett.

"Aro will be disappointed," Demetri sighed.

"I'm sure he'll survive the letdown," Edward replied.

Felix and Demetri stole closer toward the mouth of the alley, spreading out slightly so they
could come at Edward from two sides. They meant to force him deeper into the alley, to
avoid a scene. No reflected light found access to their skin; they were safe inside their cloaks.

Edward didn't move an inch. He was dooming himself by protecting me.

Abruptly, Edward's head whipped around, toward the darkness of the winding alley, and
Demetri and Felix did the same, in response to some sound or movement too subtle for my



senses.

"Let's behave ourselves, shall we?" a lilting voice suggested. "There are ladies present."

Alice tripped lightly to Edward's side, her stance casual. There was no hint of any underlying
tension. She looked so tiny, so fragile. Her little arms swung like a child's.

Yet Demetri and Felix both straightened up, their cloaks swirling slightly as a gust of wind
funneled through the alley. Felix's face soured. Apparently, they didn't like even numbers.

"We're not alone," she reminded them.

Demetri glanced over his shoulder. A few yards into the square, the little family, with the
girls in their red dresses, was watching us. The mother was speaking urgently to her husband,
her eyes on the five of us. She looked away when Demetri met her gaze. The man walked a
few steps farther into the plaza, and tapped one of the red-blazered men on the shoulder.

Demetri shook his head. "Please, Edward, let's be reasonable," he said.

"Let's," Edward agreed. "And we'll leave quietly now, with no one the wiser."

Demetri sighed in frustration. "At least let us discuss this more privately."

Six men in red now joined the family as they watched us with anxious expressions. I was
very conscious of Edward's protective stance in front of me¬ sure that this was what caused
their alarm. I wanted to scream to them to run.

Edward's teeth came together audibly. "No."

Felix smiled.

"Enough."

The voice was high, reedy, and came from behind us.

I peeked under Edward's other arm to see a small, dark shape coming toward us. By the way
the edges billowed, I knew it would be another one of them. Who else?

At first I thought it was a young boy. The newcomer was as tiny as Alice, with lank, pale
brown hair trimmed short. The body under the cloak¬ which was darker, almost black ¬was
slim and androgynous. But the face was too pretty for a boy. The wide-eyed, full-lipped face
would make a Botticelli angel look like a gargoyle. Even allowing for the dull crimson irises.

Her size was so insignificant that the reaction to her appearance confused me. Felix and
Demetri relaxed immediately, stepping back from their offensive positions to blend again
with the shadows of the overhanging walls.

Edward dropped his arms and relaxed his position as well¬ but in defeat.



"Jane," he sighed in recognition and resignation.

Alice folded her arms across her chest, her expression impassive.

"Follow me," Jane spoke again, her childish voice a monotone. She turned her back on us
and drifted silently into the dark.

Felix gestured for us to go first, smirking.

Alice walked after the little Jane at once. Edward wrapped his arm around my waist and
pulled me along beside her. The alley angled slightly downward as it narrowed. I looked up
at him with frantic questions in my eyes, but he just shook his head. Though I couldn't hear
the others behind us, I was sure they were there.

"Well, Alice," Edward said conversationally as we walked. "I suppose I shouldn't be surprised
to see you here."

"It was my mistake," Alice answered in the same tone. "It was my job to set it right."

"What happened?" His voice was polite, as if he were barely interested. I imagined this was
due to the listening ears behind us.

"It's a long story." Alice's eyes flickered toward me and away. "In summary, she did jump off
a cliff, but she wasn't trying to kill herself. Bella's all about the extreme sports these days."

I flushed and turned my eyes straight ahead, looking after the dark shadow that I could no
longer see. I could imagine what he was hearing in Alice's thoughts now. Near-drownings,
stalking vampires, werewolf friends...

"Hm," Edward said curtly, and the casual tone of his voice was gone.

There was a loose curve to the alley, still slanting downward, so I didn't see the squared-off
dead end coming until we reached the flat, windowless, brick face. The little one called Jane
was nowhere to be seen.

Alice didn't hesitate, didn't break pace as she strode toward the wall. Then, with easy grace,
she slid down an open hole in the street.

It looked like a drain, sunk into the lowest point of the paving. I hadn't noticed it until Alice
disappeared, but the grate was halfway pushed aside. The hole was small, and black.

I balked.

"It's all right, Bella," Edward said in a low voice. "Alice will catch you."

I eyed the hole doubtfully. I imagine he would have gone first, if Demetri and Felix hadn't
been waiting, smug and silent, behind us.



I crouched down, swinging my legs into the narrow gap.

"Alice?" I whispered, voice trembling.

"I'm right here, Bella," she reassured me. Her voice came from too far below to make me feel
better.

Edward took my wrists¬ his hands felt like stones in winter ¬and lowered me into the
blackness.

"Ready?" he asked.

"Drop her," Alice called.

I closed my eyes so I couldn't see the darkness, scrunching them together in terror, clamping
my mouth shut so I wouldn't scream. Edward let me fall.

It was silent and short. The air whipped past me for just half a second, and then, with a huff
as I exhaled, Alice's waiting arms caught me.

I was going to have bruises; her arms were very hard. She stood me upright.

It was dim, but not black at the bottom. The light from the hole above provided a faint glow,
reflecting wetly from the stones under my feet. The light vanished for a second, and then
Edward was a faint, white radiance beside me. He put his arm around me, holding me close
to his side, and began to tow me swiftly forward. I wrapped both arms around his cold waist,
and tripped and stumbled my way across the uneven stone surface. The sound of the heavy
grate sliding over the drain hole behind us rang with metallic finality.

The dim light from the street was quickly lost in the gloom. The sound of my staggering
footsteps echoed through the black space; it sounded very wide, but I couldn't be sure. There
were no sounds other than my frantic heartbeat and my feet on the wet stones ¬except for
once, when an impatient sigh whispered from behind me.

Edward held me tightly. He reached his free hand across his body to hold my face, too, his
smooth thumb tracing across my lips. Now and then, I felt his face press into my hair. I
realized that this was the only reunion we would get, and I clutched myself closer to him.

For now, it felt like he wanted me, and that was enough to offset the horror of the
subterranean tunnel and the prowling vampires behind us. It was probably no more than
guilt¬ the same guilt that compelled him to come here to die when he'd believed that it was
his fault that I'd killed myself. But I felt his lips press silently against my forehead, and I
didn't care what the motivation was. At least I could be with him again before I died. That
was better than a long life.

I wished I could ask him exactly what was going to happen now. I wanted desperately to
know how we were going to die¬ as if that would somehow make it better, knowing in
advance. But I couldn't speak, even in a whisper, surrounded as we were. The others could
hear everything¬ my every breath, my every heartbeat.

The path beneath our feet continued to slant downward, taking us deeper into the ground,
and it made me claustrophobic. Only Edward's hand, soothing against my face, kept me from
screaming out loud.

I couldn't tell where the light was coming from, but it slowly turned dark gray instead of
black. We were in a low, arched tunnel. Long trails of ebony moisture seeped down the gray
stones, like they were bleeding ink.

I was shaking, and I thought it was from fear. It wasn't until my teeth started to chatter
together that I realized I was cold. My clothes were still wet, and the temperature underneath
the city was wintry. As was Edward's skin.

He realized this at the same time I did, and let go of me, keeping only my hand.

"N-n-no," I chattered, throwing my arms around him. I didn't care if I froze. Who knew how
long we had left?

His cold hand chafed against my arm, trying to warm me with the friction.

We hurried through the tunnel, or it felt like hurrying to me. My slow progress irritated
someone ¬I guessed Felix¬ and I heard him heave a sigh now and then.

At the end of the tunnel was a grate¬ the iron bars were rusting, but thick as my arm. A small
door made of thinner, interlaced bars was standing open. Edward ducked through and
hurried on to a larger, brighter stone room. The grille slammed shut with a clang, followed by
the snap of a lock. I was too afraid to look behind me.

On the other side of the long room was a low, heavy wooden door. It was very thick¬ as I
could tell because it, too, stood open.

We stepped through the door, and I glanced around me in surprise, relaxing automatically.
Beside me, Edward tensed, his jaw clenched tight.

New Moon Part 19. HATE

HATE


WE MADE OUR FLIGHT WITH SECONDS TO SPARE, AND THEN the true torture
began. The plane sat idle on the tarmac while the flight attendants strolled¬ so casually ¬up
and down the aisle, patting the bags in the overhead compartments to make sure everything
fit. The pilots leaned out of the cockpit, chatting with them as they passed. Alice's hand was
hard on my shoulder, holding me in my seat while I bounced anxiously up and down.

"It's faster than running," she reminded me in a low voice.

I just nodded in time with my bouncing.

At last the plane rolled lazily from the gate, building speed with a gradual steadiness that
tortured me further. I expected some kind of relief when we achieved liftoff, but my frenzied
impatience didn't lessen.

Alice lifted the phone on the back of the seat in front of her before we'd stopped climbing,
turning her back on the stewardess who eyed her with disapproval. Something about my
expression stopped the stewardess from coming over to protest.

I tried to tune out what Alice was murmuring to Jasper; I didn't want to hear the words
again, but some slipped through.

"I can't be sure, I keep seeing him do different things, he keeps changing his mind... A killing
spree through the city, attacking the guard, lifting a car over his head in the main square...
mostly things that would expose them ¬he knows that's the fastest way to force a reaction..."

"No, you can't." Alice's voice dropped till it was nearly inaudible, though I was sitting inches
from her. Contrarily, I listened harder. "Tell Emmett no... Well, go after Emmett and Rosalie
and bring them back... Think about it, Jasper. If he sees any of us, what do you think he will
do?"

She nodded. "Exactly. I think Bella is the only chance ¬if there is a chance... I'll do
everything that can be done, but prepare Carlisle; the odds aren't good."

She laughed then, and there was a catch in her voice. "I've thought of that... Yes, I promise."
Her voice became pleading. "Don't follow me. I promise, Jasper. One way or another, I'll get
out... And I love you."

She hung up, and leaned back in her seat with her eyes closed. "I hate lying to him."

"Tell me everything, Alice," I begged. "I don't understand. Why did you tell Jasper to stop
Emmett, why can't they come help us?"

"Two reasons," she whispered, her eyes still closed. "The first I told him. We could try to
stop Edward ourselves ¬if Emmett could get his hands on him, we might be able to stop him
long enough to convince him you're alive. But we can't sneak up on Edward. And if he sees
us coming for him, he'll just act that much faster. He'll throw a Buiclc through a wall or
something, and the Volturi will take him down.

"That's the second reason of course, the reason I couldn't say to Jasper. Because if they're
there and the Volturi kill Edward, they'll fight them. Bella." She opened her eyes and stared
at me, beseeching. "If there were any chance we could win... if there were a way that the
four of us could save my brother by fighting for him, maybe it would be different. But we
can't, and, Bella, I can't lose Jasper like that."

I realized why her eyes begged for my understanding. She was protecting Jasper, at our
expense, and maybe at Edward's, too. I understood, and I did not think badly of her. I
nodded.

"Couldn't Edward hear you, though.'" I asked. "Wouldn't he know, as soon as he heard your
thoughts, that I was alive, that there was no point to this?"

Not that there was any justification, either way. I still couldn't believe that he was capable of
reacting like this. It made no sense! I remembered with painful clarity his words that day on
the sofa, while we watched Romeo and Juliet kill themselves, one after the other. I wasn't
going to live without you, he'd said, as if it should be such an obvious conclusion. But the
words he had spoken in the forest as he'd left me had canceled all that out¬ forcefully.

"If he were listening," she explained. "But believe it or not, it's possible to lie with your
thoughts. If you had died, I would still try to stop him. And I would be thinking 'she's alive,
she's alive' as hard as I could. He knows that."

I ground my teeth in mute frustration.

"If there were any way to do this without you, Bella, I wouldn't be endangering you like this.
It's very wrong of me."

"Don't be stupid. I'm the last thing you should be worrying about." I shook my head
impatiently. "Tell me what you meant, about hating to lie to Jasper."

She smiled a grim smile. "I promised him I would get out before they killed me, too. It's not
something I can guarantee ¬not by a long shot." She raised her eyebrows, as if willing me to
take the danger more seriously.

"Who are these Volturi?" I demanded in a whisper. "What makes them so much more
dangerous than Emmett, Jasper, Rosalie, and you?" It was hard to imagine something scarier
than that.

She took a deep breath, and then abruptly leveled a dark glance over my shoulder. I turned in
time to see the man in the aisle seat looking away as if he wasn't listening to us. He appeared
to be a businessman, in a dark suit with a power tie and a laptop on his knees. While I stared
at him with irritation, he opened the computer and very conspicuously put headphones on.

I leaned closer to Alice. Her lips were at my ears as she breathed the story.

"I was surprised that you recognized the name," she said. "That you understood so
immediately what it meant ¬when I said he was going to Italy. I thought I would have to
explain. How much did Edward tell you?"

"He just said they were an old, powerful family¬ like royalty. That you didn't antagonize them
unless you wanted to... die," I whispered. The last word was hard to choke out.

"You have to understand," she said, her voice slower, more measured now. "We Cullens are
unique in more ways than you know. It's... abnormal for so many of us to live together in
peace. It's the same for Tanya's family in the north, and Carlisle speculates that abstaining
makes it easier for us to be civilized, to form bonds based on love rather than survival or
convenience. Even James's little coven of three was unusually large¬ and you saw how easily
Laurent left them. Our kind travel alone, or in pairs, as a general rule. Carlisle's family is the
biggest in existence, as far as I know, with the one exception. The Volturi.

"There were three of them originally, Aro, Caius, and Marcus."

"I've seen them," I mumbled. "In the picture in Carlisle's study."

Alice nodded. "Two females joined them over time, and the five of them make up the family.
I'm not sure, but I suspect that their age is what gives them the ability to live peacefully
together. They are well over three thousand years old. Or maybe it's their gifts that give them
extra tolerance. Like Edward and I, Aro and Marcus are... talented."

She continued before I could ask. "Or maybe it's just their love of power that binds them
together. Royalty is an apt description."

"But if there are only five¬"

"Five that make up the family," she corrected. "That doesn't include their guard."

I took a deep breath. "That sounds... serious."

"Oh, it is," she assured me. "There were nine members of the guard that were permanent, the
last time we heard. Others are more... transitory. It changes. And many of them are gifted as
well ¬with formidable gifts, gifts that make what I can do look like a parlor trick. The Volturi
chose them for their abilities, physical or otherwise."

I opened my mouth, and then closed it. I didn't think I wanted to know how bad the odds
were.

She nodded again, as if she understood exactly what I was thinking. "They don't get into too
many confrontations. No one is stupid enough to mess with them. They stay in their city,



leaving only as duty calls."

"Duty?" I wondered.

"Didn't Edward tell you what they do?"

"No," I said, feeling the blank expression on my face.

Alice looked over my head again, toward the businessman, and put her wintry lips back to
my ear.

"There's a reason he called them royalty... the ruling class. Over the millennia, they have
assumed the position of enforcing our rules¬ which actually translates to punishing
transgressors. They fulfill that duty decisively."

My eyes popped wide with shock. "There are rules?" I asked in a voice that was too loud.

"Shh!"

"Shouldn't somebody have mentioned this to me earlier?" I whispered angrily. "I mean, I
wanted to be a... to be one of you! Shouldn't somebody have explained the rules to me?"

Alice chuckled once at my reaction. "It's not that complicated, Bella. There's only one core
restriction¬ and if you think about it, you can probably figure it out for yourself."

I thought about it. "Nope, I have no idea."

She shook her head, disappointed. "Maybe it's too obvious. We just have to keep our
existence a secret."

"Oh," I mumbled. It was obvious.

"It makes sense, and most of us don't need policing," she continued. "But, after a few
centuries, sometimes one of us gets bored. Or crazy. I don't know. And then the Volturi step
in before it can compromise them, or the rest of us."

"So Edward..."

"Is planning to flout that in their own city ¬the city they've secretly held for three thousand
years, since the time of the Etruscans. They are so protective of their city that they don't
allow hunting within its walls. Volterra is probably the safest city in the world¬ from vampire
attack at the very least."

"But you said they didn't leave. How do they eat?"

"They don't leave. They bring in their food from the outside, from quite far away sometimes.
It gives their guard something to do when they're not out annihilating mavericks. Or
protecting Volterra from exposure..."



"From situations like this one, like Edward," I finished her sentence. It was amazingly easy to
say his name now. I wasn't sure what the difference was. Maybe because I wasn't really
planning on living much longer without seeing him. Or at all, if we were too late. It was
comforting to know that I would have an easy out.

"I doubt they've ever had a situation quite like this," she muttered, disgusted. "You don't get
a lot of suicidal vampires."

The sound that escaped out of my mouth was very quiet, but Alice seemed to understand
that it was a cry of pain. She wrapped her thin, strong arm around my shoulders.

"We'll do what we can, Bella. It's not over yet."

"Not yet." I let her comfort me, though I knew she thought our chances were poor. "And the
Volturi will get us if we mess up."

Alice stiffened. "You say that like it's a good thing."

I shrugged.

"Knock it off, Bella, or we're turning around in New York and going back to Forks."

"What?"

"You know what. If we're too late for Edward, I'm going to do my damnedest to get you
back to Charlie, and I don't want any trouble from you. Do you understand that?"

"Sure, Alice."

She pulled back slightly so that she could glare at me. "No trouble."

"Scout's honor," I muttered.

She rolled her eyes.

"Let me concentrate, now. I'm trying to see what he's planning."

She left her arm around me, but let her head fall back against the seat and closed her eyes.
She pressed her free hand to the side of her face, rubbing her fingertips against her temple.

I watched her in fascination for a long time. Eventually, she became utterly motionless, her
face like a stone sculpture. The minutes passed, and if I didn't know better, I would have
thought she'd fallen asleep. I didn't dare interrupt her to ask what was going on.

I wished there was something safe for me to think about. I couldn't allow myself to consider
the horrors we were headed toward, or, more horrific yet, the chance that we might fail ¬not
if I wanted to keep from screaming aloud.



I couldn't anticipate anything, either. Maybe, if I were very, very, very lucky, I would
somehow be able to save Edward. But I wasn't so stupid as to think that saving him would
mean that I could stay with him. I was no different, no more special than I'd been before.
There would be no new reason for him to want me now. Seeing him and losing him again...

I fought back against the pain. This was the price I had to pay to save his life. I would pay it.

They showed a movie, and my neighbor got headphones. Sometimes I watched the figures
moving across the little screen, but I couldn't even tell if the movie was supposed to be a
romance or a horror film.

After an eternity, the plane began to descend toward New York City. Alice remained in her
trance. I dithered, reaching out to touch her, only to pull my hand back again. This happened
a dozen times before the plane touched town with a jarring impact.

"Alice," I finally said. "Alice, we have to go."

I touched her arm.

Her eyes came open very slowly. She shook her head from side to side for a moment.

"Anything new?" I asked in a low voice, conscious of the man listening on the other side of
me.

"Not exactly," she breathed in a voice I could barely catch. "He's getting closer. He's
deciding how he's going to ask."

We had to run for our connection, but that was good¬ better than having to wait. As soon as
the plane was in the air, Alice closed her eyes and slid back into the same stupor as before. I
waited as patiently as I could. When it was dark again, I opened the window to stare out into
the flat black that was no better than the window shade.

I was grateful that I'd had so many months' practice with controlling my thoughts. Instead of
dwelling on the terrifying possibilities that, no matter what Alice said, I did not intend to
survive, I concentrated on lesser problems. Like, what I was going to say to Charlie if I got
back:' That was a thorny enough problem to occupy several hours. And Jacob? He'd
promised to wait for me, but did that promise still apply? Would I end up home alone in
Forks, with no one at all? Maybe I didn't want to survive, no matter what happened.

It felt like seconds later when Alice shook my shoulder ¬I hadn't realized I'd fallen asleep.

"Bella," she hissed, her voice a little too loud in the darkened cabin full of sleeping humans.

I wasn't disoriented ¬I hadn't been out long enough for that.

"What's wrong?"



Alice's eyes gleamed in the dim light of a reading lamp in the row behind us.

"It's not wrong." She smiled fiercely. "It's right. They're deliberating, but they've decided to
tell him no."

"The Volturi?" I muttered, groggy.

"Of course, Bella, keep up. I can see what they're going to say."

"Tell me."

An attendant tiptoed down the aisle to us. "Can I get you ladies a pillow?" His hushed
whisper was a rebuke to our comparatively loud conversation.

"No, thank you." Alice beamed at up at him, her smile shockingly lovely. The attendant's
expression was dazed as he turned and stumbled his way back.

"Tell me," I breathed almost silently.

She whispered into my ear. "They're interested in him¬ they think his talent could be useful.
They're going to offer him a place with them."

"What will he say?"

"I can't see that yet, but I'll bet it's colorful." She grinned again. "This is the first good
news ¬the first break. They're intrigued; they truly don't want to destroy him ¬'wasteful,' that's
the word Aro will use ¬and that may be enough to force him to get creative. The longer he
spends on his plans, the better for us."

It wasn't enough to make me hopeful, to make me feel the relief she obviously felt. There
were still so many ways that we could be too late. And if I didn't get through the walls into
the Volturi city, I wouldn't be able to stop Alice from dragging me back home.

"Alice?"

"What?"

"I'm confused. How are you seeing this so clearly? And then other times, you see things far
away ¬things that don't happen?"

Her eyes tightened. I wondered if she guessed what I was thinking of.

"It's clear because it's immediate and close, and I'm really concentrating. The faraway things
that come on their own ¬those are just glimpses, faint maybes. Plus, I see my kind more easily
than yours. Edward is even easier because I'm so attuned to him."

"You see me sometimes," I reminded her.



She shook her head. "Not as clearly."

I sighed. "I really wish you could have been right about me. In the beginning, when you first
saw things about me, before we even met..."

"What do you mean?"

"You saw me become one of you." I barely mouthed the words.

She sighed. "It was a possibility at the time."

"At the time," I repeated.

"Actually, Bella..." She hesitated, and then seemed to make a choice. "Honestly, I think it's
all gotten beyond ridiculous. I'm debating whether to just change you myself."

I stared at her, frozen with shock. Instantly, my mind resisted her words. I couldn't afford
that kind of hope if she changed her mind.

"Did I scare you?" she wondered. "I thought that's what you wanted."

"I do!" I gasped. "Oh, Alice, do it now! I could help you so much¬ and I wouldn't slow you
down. Bite me!"

"Shh," she cautioned. The attendant was looking in our direction again. "Try to be
reasonable," she whispered. "We don't have enough time. We have to get into Volterra
tomorrow. You'd be writhing in pain for days." She made a face. "And I don't think the other
passengers would react well."

I bit my lip. "If you don't do it now, you'll change your mind."

"No." She frowned, her expression unhappy. "I don't think I will. He'll be furious, but what
will he be able to do about it?"

My heart beat faster. "Nothing at all."

She laughed quietly, and then sighed. "You have too much faith in me, Bella. I'm not sure
that I can. I'll probably just end up killing you."

"I'll take my chances."

"You are so bizarre, even for a human."

"Thanks."

"Oh well, this is purely hypothetical at this point, anyway. First we have to live through
tomorrow."



"Good point." But at least I had something to hope for if we did. If Alice made good on her
promise¬ and if she didn't kill me ¬then Edward could run after his distractions all he wanted,
and I could follow. I wouldn't let him be distracted. Maybe, when I was beautiful and strong,
he wouldn't want distractions.

"Go back to sleep," she encouraged me. "I'll wake you up when there's something new."

"Right," I grumbled, certain that sleep was a lost cause now. Alice pulled her legs up on the
seat, wrapping her arms around them and leaning her forehead against her knees. She rocked
back and forth as she concentrated.

I rested my head against the seat, watching her, and the next thing I knew, she was snapping
the shade closed against the faint brightening in the eastern sky.

"What's happening?" I mumbled.

"They've told him no," she said quietly. I noticed at once that her enthusiasm was gone.

My voice choked in my throat with panic. "What's he going to do?"

"It was chaotic at first. I was only getting flickers, he was changing plans so quickly."

"What kinds of plans?" I pressed.

"There was a bad hour," she whispered. "He'd decided to go hunting."

She looked at me, seeing the comprehension in my face.

"In the city," she explained. "It got very close. He changed his mind at the last minute."

"He wouldn't want to disappoint Carlisle," I mumbled. Not at the end.

"Probably," she agreed.

"Will there be enough time?" As I spoke, there was a shift in the cabin pressure. I could feel
the plane angling downward.

"I'm hoping so ¬if he sticks to his latest decision, maybe."

"What is that?"

"He's going to keep it simple. He's just going to walk out into the sun."

Just walk out into the sun. That was all.

It would be enough. The image of Edward in the meadow¬ glowing, shimmering like his skin
was made of a million diamond facets ¬was burned into my memory. No human who saw that
would ever forget. The Volturi couldn't possibly allow it. Not if they wanted to keep their



city inconspicuous.

I looked at the slight gray glow that shone through the opened windows. "We'll be too late,"
I whispered, my throat closing in panic.

She shook her head. "Right now, he's leaning toward the melodramatic. He wants the
biggest audience possible, so he'll choose the main plaza, under the clock tower. The walls
are high there. He'll wait till the sun is exactly overhead."

"So we have till noon?"

"If we're lucky. If he sticks with this decision."

The pilot came on over the intercom, announcing, first in French and then in English, our
imminent landing. The seat belt lights dinged and flashed.

"How far is it from Florence to Volterra?"

"That depends on how fast you drive... Bella?"

"Yes?"

She eyed me speculatively. "How strongly are you opposed to grand theft auto?"

A bright yellow Porsche screamed to a stop a few feet in front of where I paced, the word
TURBO scrawled in silver cursive across its back. Everyone beside me on the crowded
airport sidewalk stared.

"Hurry, Bella!" Alice shouted impatiently through the open passenger window.

I ran to the door and threw myself in, feeling as though I might as well be wearing a black
stocking over my head.

"Sheesh, Alice," I complained. "Could you pick a more conspicuous car to steal?"

The interior was black leather, and the windows were tinted dark. It felt safer inside, like
nighttime.

Alice was already weaving, too fast, through the thick airport traffic¬ sliding through tiny
spaces between the cars as I cringed and fumbled for my seat belt.

"The important question," she corrected, "is whether I could have stolen a faster car, and I
don't think so. I got lucky."

"I'm sure that will be very comforting at the roadblock."

She trilled a laugh. "Trust me, Bella. If anyone sets up a roadblock, it will be behind us." She



hit the gas then, as if to prove her point.

I probably should have watched out the window as first the city of Florence and then the
Tuscan landscape flashed past with blurring speed. This was my first trip anywhere, and
maybe my last, too. But Alice's driving frightened me, despite the fact that I knew I could
trust her behind the wheel. And I was too tortured with anxiety to really see the hills or the
walled towns that looked like castles in the distance.

"Do you see anything more?"

"There's something going on," Alice muttered. "Some kind of festival. The streets are full of
people and red flags. What's the date today?"

I wasn't entirely sure. "The nineteenth, maybe?"

"Well, that's ironic. It's Saint Marcus Day."

"Which means?"

She chuckled darkly. "The city holds a celebration every year. As the legend goes, a Christian
missionary, a Father Marcus¬ Marcus of the Voltun, in fact ¬drove all the vampires from
Volterra fifteen hundred years ago. The story claims he was martyred in Romania, still trying
to drive away the vampire scourge. Of course that's nonsense ¬he's never left the city. But
that's where some of the superstitions about things like crosses and garlic come from. Father
Marcus used them so successfully. And vampires don't trouble Volterra, so they must work."
Her smile was sardonic. "It's become more of a celebration of the city, and recognition for the
police force¬ after all, Volterra is an amazingly safe city. The police get the credit."

I was realizing what she meant when she'd said ironic. "They're not going to be very happy if
Edward messes things up for them on St. Marcus Day, are they?"

She shook her head, her expression grim. "No. They'll act very quickly."

I looked away, fighting against my teeth as they tried to break through the skin of my lower
lip. Bleeding was not the best idea right now.

The sun was terrifyingly high in the pale blue sky.

"He's still planning on noon?" I checked.

"Yes. He's decided to wait. And they're waiting for him."

"Tell me what I have to do."

She kept her eyes on the winding road ¬the needle on the speedometer was touching the far
right on the dial.

"You don't have to do anything. He just has to see you before he moves into the light. And



he has to see you before he sees me."

"How are we going to work that?"

A small red car seemed to be racing backward as Alice zoomed around it.

"I'm going to get you as close as possible, and then you're going to run in the direction I point
you."

I nodded.

"Try not to trip," she added. "We don't have time for a concussion today."

I groaned. That would be just like me ¬ruin everything, destroy the world, in a moment of
klutziness.

The sun continued to climb in the sky while Alice raced against it. It was too bright:, and that
had me panicking. Maybe he wouldn't feel the need to wait for noon after all.

"There," Alice said abruptly, pointing to the castle city atop the closest hill.

I stared at it, feeling the very first hint of a new kind of fear. Every minute since yesterday
morning ¬it seemed like a week ago¬ when Alice had spoken his name at the foot of the stairs,
there had been only one fear. And yet, now, as I stared at the ancient sienna walls and towers
crowning the peak of the steep hill, I felt another, more selfish kind of dread thrill through
me.

I supposed the city was very beautiful. It absolutely terrified me.

"Volterra," Alice announced in a flat, icy voice.

New Moon Part 18. THE FUNERAL

THE FUNERAL


I SPRINTED DOWN THE STAIRS AND THREW THE DOOR open.

It was Jacob, of course. Even blind, Alice wasn't slow.

He was standing about six feet back from the door, his nose wrinkled in distaste, but his face
otherwise smooth¬ mask like. He didn't fool me; I could see the faint trembling of his hands.

Hostility rolled off of him in waves. It brought back that awful afternoon when he'd chosen
Sam over me, and I felt my chin jerk up defensively in response.

Jacob's Rabbit idled by the curb with Jared behind the wheel and Embry in the passenger
seat. I understood what this meant: they were afraid to let him come here alone. It made me
sad, and a little annoyed. The Cullens weren't like that.

"Hey," I finally said when he didn't speak.

Jake pursed his lips, still hanging back from the door. His eyes flickered across the front of
the house.

I ground my teeth. "She's not here. Do you need something?"

He hesitated. "You're alone?"

"Yes." I sighed.

"Can I talk to you a minute?"

"Of course you can, Jacob. Come on in."

Jacob glanced over his shoulder at his friends in the car. I saw Embry shake his head just a
tiny bit. For some reason, this bugged me to no end.

My teeth clenched together again. "Chicken" I mumbled under my breath.

Jake's eyes flashed back to me, his thick, black brows pushing into a furious angle over his
deep-set eyes. His jaw set, and he marched¬ there was no other way to describe the way he
moved¬ up the sidewalk and shrugged past me into the house.

I locked gazes with first Jared and then Embry ¬I didn't like the hard way they eyed me; did
they really think I would let anything hurt Jacob? ¬before I shut the door on them.

Jacob was in the hall behind me, staring at the mess of blankets in the living room.

"Slumber party?" he asked, his tone sarcastic.

"Yeah," I answered with the same level of acid. I didn't like Jacob when he acted this way.



"What's it to you?"

He wrinkled his nose again like he smelled something unpleasant. "Where's your 'friend'?" I
could hear the quotation marks in his tone.

"She had some errands to run. Look, Jacob, what do you want?"

Something about the room seemed to make him edgier ¬his long arms were quivering. He
didn't answer my question. Instead he moved on to the kitchen, his restless eyes darting
everywhere.

I followed him. He paced back and forth along the short counter.

"Hey," I said, putting myself in his way. He stopped pacing and stared down at me. "What's
your problem?"

"I don't like having to be here."

That stung. I winced, and his eyes tightened.

"Then I'm sorry you had to come," I muttered. "Why don't you tell me what you need so you
can leave?"

"I just have to ask you a couple of questions. It shouldn't take long. We have to get back for
the funeral."

"Okay. Get it over with then." I was probably overdoing it with the antagonism, but I didn't
want him to see how much this hurt. I knew I wasn't being fair. After all, I'd picked the
bloodsucker over him last night. I'd hurt him first.

He took a deep breath, and his trembling fingers were suddenly still. His face smoothed into
a serene mask.

"One of the Cullens is staying here with you," he stated.

"Yes. Alice Cullen."

He nodded thoughtfully. "How long is she here for?"

"As long as she wants to be." The belligerence was still there in my tone. "It's an open
invitation."

"Do you think you could... please... explain to her about the other one ¬Victoria?"

I paled. "I told her about that."

He nodded. "You should know that we can only watch our own lands with a Cullen here.
You'll only be safe in La Push. I can't protect you here anymore."



"Okay," I said in a small voice.

He looked away then, out the back windows. He didn't continue.

"Is that all?"

He kept his eyes on the glass as he answered. "Just one more thing."

I waited, but he didn't continue. "Yes?" I finally prompted.

"Are the rest of them coming back now?" he asked in a cool, quiet voice. It reminded me of
Sam's always calm manner. Jacob was becoming more like Sam... I wondered why that
bothered me so much.

Now I didn't speak. He looked back at my face with probing eyes.

"Well?" he asked. He struggled to conceal the tension behind his serene expression.

"No." I said finally. Grudgingly. "They aren't coming back."

His expression didn't change. "Okay. That's all."

I glared at him, annoyance rekindled. "Well, run along now. Go tell Sam that the scary
monsters aren't coming to get you."

"Okay," he repeated, still calm.

That seemed to be it. Jacob walked swiftly from the kitchen. I waited to hear the front door
open, but I heard nothing. I could hear the clock over the stove ticking, and I marveled again
at how quiet he'd become.

What a disaster. How could I have alienated him so completely in such a short amount of
time?

Would he forgive me when Alice was gone? What if he didn't?

I slumped against the counter and buried my face in my hands. How had I made such a mess
of everything? But what could I have done differently? Even in hindsight, I couldn't think of
any better way, any perfect course of action.

"Bella... ?" Jacob asked in a troubled voice.

I pulled my face out of my hands to see Jacob hesitating in the kitchen doorway; he hadn't
left when I'd thought. It was only when I saw the clear drops sparkling in my hands that I
realized I was crying.

Jacob's calm expression was gone; his face was anxious and unsure. He walked quickly back
to stand in front of me, ducking his head so that his eyes were closer to being on the same



level with mine.

"Did it again, didn't I?"

"Did what?" I asked, my voice cracking.

"Broke my promise. Sorry."

"'S'okay," I mumbled. "I started it this time."

His face twisted. "I knew how you felt about them. It shouldn't have taken me by surprise
like that."

I could see the revulsion in his eyes. I wanted to explain to him what Alice was really like, to
defend her against the judgments he'd made, but something warned me that now was not the
time.

So I just said, "Sorry," again.

"Let's not worry about it, okay? She's just visiting, right? She'll leave, and things will go
back to normal."

"Can't I be friends with you both at the same time?" I asked, my voice not hiding an ounce of
the hurt I felt.

He shook his head slowly. "No, I don't think you can."

I sniffed and stared at his big feet. "But you'll wait, right? You'll still be my friend, even
though I love Alice, too?"

I didn't look up, afraid to see what he'd think of that last part. It took him a minute to
answer, so I was probably right not to look.

"Yeah, I'll always be your friend," he said gruffly. "No matter what you love."

"Promise?"

"Promise."

I felt his arms wind around me, and I leaned against his chest, still sniffling. "This sucks."

"Yeah." Then he sniffed my hair and said, "Ew."

"What?" I demanded. I looked up to see that his nose was wrinkled again. "Why does
everyone keep doing that to me? I don't smell!"

He smiled a little. "Yes, you do¬ you smell like them. Blech. Too sweet¬ sickly sweet. And...
icy. It burns my nose."
"Really?" That was strange. Alice smelled unbelievably wonderful. To a human, anyway.
"But why would Alice think I smelled, too, then?"

That wiped his smile away. "Huh. Maybe I don't smell so good to her, either. Huh."

"Well, you both smell fine to me." I rested my head against him again. I was going to miss
him terribly when he walked out my door. It was a nasty catch-¬on the one hand, I wanted
Alice to stay forever. I was going to die¬ metaphorically ¬when she left me. But how was I
supposed to go without seeing Jake for any length of time? What a mess, I thought again.

"I'll miss you," Jacob whispered, echoing my thoughts. "Every minute. I hope she leaves
soon."

"It really doesn't have to be that way, Jake."

He sighed. "Yes, it really does. Bella. You... love her. So I'd better not get anywhere near
her. I'm not sure that I'm even-tempered enough to handle that. Sam would be mad if I broke
the treaty, and "¬his voice turned sarcastic¬" you probably wouldn't like it too much if I killed
your friend."

I recoiled from him when he said that, but he only tightened his arms, refusing to let me
escape. "There's no point in avoiding the truth. That's the way things are, Bells."

"I do not like the way things are."

Jacob freed one arm so that he could cup his big brown hand under my chin and make me
look at him. "Yeah. It was easier when we were both human, wasn't it?"

I sighed.

We stared at each other for a long moment. His hand smoldered against my skin. In my face,
I knew there was nothing but wistful sadness¬ I didn't want to have to say goodbye now, no
matter for how short a time. At first his face reflected mine, but then, as neither of us looked
away, his expression changed.

He released me, lifting his other hand to brush his fingertips along my cheek, trailing them
down to my jaw. I could feel his fingers tremble ¬not with anger this time. He pressed his
palm against my cheek, so that my face was trapped between his burning hands.

"Bella," he whispered.

I was frozen.

No! I hadn't made this decision yet. I didn't know if I could do this, and now I was out of
time to think. But I would have been a fool if I thought rejecting him now would have no
consequences.



I stared back at him. He was not my Jacob, but he could be. His face was familiar and
beloved. In so many real ways, I did love him. He was my comfort, my safe harbor. Right
now, I could choose to have him belong to me.

Alice was back for the moment, but that changed nothing. True love was forever lost. The
prince was never coming back to kiss me awake from my enchanted sleep. I was not a
princess, after all. So what was the fairy-tale protocol for other kisses? The mundane kind
that didn't break any spells?

Maybe it would be easy¬ like holding his hand or having his arms around me. Maybe it would
feel nice. Maybe it wouldn't feel like a betrayal. Besides, who was I betraying, anyway? Just myself.

Keeping his eyes on mine, Jacob began to bend his face toward me. And I was still absolutely
undecided.

The shrill ring of the phone made us both jump, but it did not break his focus. He took his
hand from under my chin and reached over me to grab the receiver, but still held my face
securely with the hand against my cheek. His dark eyes did not free mine. I was too muddled
to react, even to take advantage of the distraction.

"Swan residence," Jacob said, his husky voice low and intense.

Someone answered, and Jacob altered in an instant. He straightened up, and his hand
dropped from my face. His eyes went flat, his face blank, and I would have bet the measly
remainder of my college f and that it was Alice.

I recovered myself and held out my hand for the phone. Jacob ignored me.

"He's not here," Jacob said, and the words were menacing.

There was some very short reply, a request for more information it seemed, because he added
unwillingly, "He's at the funeral."

Then Jacob hung up the phone. "Filthy bloodsucker," he muttered under his breath. The face
he turned back to me was the bitter mask again.

"Who did you just hang up on?" I gasped, infuriated. "In my house, and on my phone?"

"Easy! He hung up on me!"

"He? Who was it?!"

He sneered the title. "Dr. Carlisle Cullen."

"Why didn't you let me talk to him?!"



"He didn't ask for you," Jacob said coldly. His face was smooth, expressionless, but his hands
shook. "He asked where Charlie was and I told him. I don't think I broke any rules of
etiquette."

"You listen to me, Jacob Black¬"

But he obviously wasn't listening. He looked quickly over his shoulder, as if someone had
called his name from the other room. His eyes went wide and his body stiff, then he started
trembling. I listened too, automatically, but heard nothing.

"Bye, Bells," he spit out, and wheeled toward the front door.

I ran after him. "What is it?"

And then I ran into him, as he rocked back on his heels, cussing under his breath. He spun
around again, knocking me sideways. I bobbled and fell to the floor, my legs tangled with
his.

"Shoot, ow!" I protested as he hurriedly jerked his legs free one at a time.

I struggled to pull myself up as he darted for the back door; he suddenly froze again.

Alice stood motionless at the foot of the stairs.

"Bella," she choked.

I scrambled to my feet and lurched to her side. Her eyes were dazed and far away, her face
drawn and whiter than bone. Her slim body trembled to an inner turmoil.

"Alice, what's wrong?" I cried. I put my hands on her face, trying to calm her.

Her eyes focused on mine abruptly, wide with pain.

"Edward," was all she whispered.

My body reacted faster than my mind was able to catch up with the implications of her reply.
I didn't at first understand why the room was spinning or where the hollow roar in my ears
was coming from. My mind labored, unable to make sense of Alice's bleak face and how it
could possibly relate to Edward, while my body was already swaying, seeking the relief of
unconsciousness before the reality could hit me.

The stairway tilted at the oddest angle.

Jacob's furious voice was suddenly in my ear, hissing out a stream of profanities. I felt a
vague disapproval. His new friends were clearly a bad influence.

I was on the couch without understanding how I got there, and Jacob was still swearing. It
felt like there was an earthquake¬ the couch was shaking under me.



"What did you do to her?" he demanded.

Alice ignored him. "Bella? Bella, snap out of it. We have to hurry."

"Stay back," Jacob warned.

"Calm down, Jacob Black," Alice ordered. "You don't want to do that so close to her."

"I don't think I'll have any problem keeping my focus," he retorted, but his voice sounded a
little cooler.

"Alice?" My voice was weak. "What happened?" I asked, even though I didn't want to hear.

"I don't know," she suddenly wailed. "What is he thinking?!"

I labored to pull myself up despite the dizziness. I realized it was Jacob's arm I was gripping
for balance. He was the one shaking, not the couch.

Alice was pulling a small silver phone from her bag when my eyes relocated her. Her fingers
dialed the numbers so fast they were a blur.

"Rose, I need to talk to Carlisle now." Her voice whipped through the words. "Fine, as soon
as he's back. No, I'll be on a plane. Look, have you heard anything from Edward?"

Alice paused now, listening with an expression that grew more appalled every second. Her
mouth opened into a little O of horror, and the phone shook in her hand.

"Why?" she gasped. "Why would you do that, Rosalie?"

Whatever the answer was, it made her jaw tighten in anger. Her eyes flashed and narrowed.

"Well, you're wrong on both counts, though, Rosalie, so that would be a problem, don't you
think?" she asked acidly. "Yes, that's right. She's absolutely fine ¬I was wrong... It's a long
story... But you're wrong about that part, too, that's why I'm calling... Yes, that's exactly
what I saw."

Alice's voice was very hard and her lips were pulled back from her teeth. "It's a bit late for
that, Rose. Save your remorse for someone who believes it." Alice snapped the phone shut
with a sharp twist of her fingers.

Her eyes were tortured as she turned to face me.

"Alice," I blurted out quickly. I couldn't let her speak yet. I needed a few more seconds before
she spoke and her words destroyed what was left of my life. "Alice, Carlisle is back, though.
He called just before..."

She stared at me blankly. "How long ago?" she asked in a hollow voice.



"Half a minute before you showed up."

"What did he say?" She really focused now, waiting for my answer.

"I didn't talk to him." My eyes flickered to Jacob.

Alice turned her penetrating gaze on him. He flinched, but held his place next to me. He sit
awkwardly, almost as if he were trying to shield me with his body.

"He asked for Charlie, and I told him Charlie wasn't here," Jacob muttered resentfully.

"Is that everything?" Alice demanded, her voice like ice.

"Then he hung up on me," Jacob spit back. A tremor rolled down his spine, shaking me with
it.

"You told him Charlie was at the funeral," I reminded him.

Alice jerked her head back toward me "What were his exact words?"

"He said, 'He's not here,' and when Carlisle asked where Charlie was, Jacob said, 'At the
funeral.'"

Alice moaned and sank to her knees.

"Tell me Alice," I whispered.

"That wasn't Carlisle on the phone," she said hopelessly.

"Are you calling me a liar?" Jacob snarled from beside me.

Alice ignored him, focusing on my bewildered face.

"It was Edward." The words were just a choked whisper. "He thinks you're dead."

My mind started to work again. These words weren't the ones I'd been afraid of, and the
relief cleared my head.

"Rosalie told him I killed myself, didn't she?" I said, sighing as I relaxed.

"Yes," Alice admitted, her eyes flashing hard again.

"In her defense, she did believe it. They rely on my sight far too much for something that
works so imperfectly. But for her to track him down to tell him this! Didn't she realize... or
care... ?" Her voice faded away in horror.

"And when Edward called here, he thought Jacob meant my funeral," I realized. It stung to
know how close I'd been, just inches away from his voice. My nails dug into Jacob's arm, but



he didn't flinch.

Alice looked at me strangely. "You're not upset," she whispered.

"Well, it's really rotten timing, but it will all get straightened out. The next time he calls,
someone will tell him... what... really..." I trailed off. Her gaze strangled the words in my
throat.

Why was she so panicked? Why was her face twisting now with pity and horror? What was
it she had said to Rosalie on the phone just now? Something about what she'd seen... and
Rosalie's remorse; Rosalie would never feel remorse for anything that happened to me. But if
she'd hurt her family, hurt her brother...

"Bella," Alice whispered. "Edward won't call again. He believed her."

"I. Don't. Understand." My mouth framed each word in silence. I couldn't push the air out to
actually say the words that would make her explain what that meant.

"He's going to Italy."

It took the length of one heartbeat for me to comprehend.

When Edward's voice came back to me now, it was not the perfect imitation of my
delusions. It was just the weak, flat tone of my memories. But the words alone were enough
to shred through my chest and leave it gaping open. Words from a time when I would have
bet everything that I owned or could borrow on that fact that he loved me.

Well, I wasn't going to live without you, he'd said as we watched Romeo and Juliet die, here
in this very room. But I wasn't sure how to do it... I knew Emmett and Jasper would never
help... so I was thinking maybe I would go to Italy and do something to provoke the Volturi...
You don't irritate them. Not unless you want to die.

Not unless you want to die.

"NO!" The half-shrieked denial was so loud after the whispered words, it made us all jump. I
felt the blood rushing to my face as I realized what she'd seen. "No! No, no, no! He can't! He
can't do that!"

"He made up his mind as soon as your friend confirmed that it was too late to save you."

"But he... he left! He didn't want me anymore! What difference does it make now? He knew
I would die sometime!"

"I don't think he ever planned to outlive you by long," Alice said quietly.

"How dare he!" I screamed. I was on my feet now, and Jacob rose uncertainly to put himself
between Alice and me again.



"Oh, get out of the way, Jacob!" I elbowed my way around his trembling body with desperate
impatience. "What do we do?" I begged Alice. There had to be something. "Can't we call
him? Can Carlisle?"

She was shaking her head. "That was the first thing I tried. He left his phone in a trash can in
Rio ¬someone answered it..." she whispered.

"You said before we had to hurry. Hurry how? Let's do it, whatever it is!"

"Bella, I¬ don't think I can ask you to..." She trailed off in indecision.

"Ask me!" I commanded.

She put her hands on my shoulders, holding me in place, her fingers flexing sporadically to
emphasize her words. "We may already be too late. I saw him going to the Volturi... and
asking to die." We both cringed, and my eyes were suddenly blind. I blinked feverishly at the
tears. "It all depends on what they choose. I can't see that till they make a decision.

"But if they say no, and they might ¬Aro is fond of Carlisle, and wouldn't want to offend
him ¬Edward has a backup plan. They're very protective of their city. If Edward does
something to upset the peace, he thinks they'll act to stop him. And he's right. They will."

I stared at her with my jaw clenched in frustration. I'd heard nothing yet that would explain
why we were still standing here.

"So if they agree to grant his favor, we're too late. If they say no, and he comes up with a
plan to offend them quickly enough, we're too late. If he gives into his more theatrical
tendencies... we might have time."

"Let's go!"

"Listen, Bella! Whether we are in time or not, we will be in the heart of the Volturi city. I
will be considered his accomplice if he is successful. You will be a human who not only
knows too much, but also smells too good. There's a very good chance that they will
eliminate us all¬ though in your case it won't be punishment so much as dinnertime."

"This is what's keeping us here?" I asked in disbelief. "I'll go alone if you're afraid." I mentally
tabulated what money was left in my account, and wondered if Alice would lend me the rest.

"I'm only afraid of getting you killed."

I snorted in disgust. "I almost get myself killed on a daily basis! Tell me what I need to do!"

"You write a note to Charlie. I'll call the airlines."

"Charlie," I gasped.



Not that my presence was protecting him, but could I leave him here alone to face...

"I'm not going to let anything happen to Charlie." Jacob's low voice was gruff and angry.
"Screw the treaty."

I glanced up at him, and he scowled at my panicked expression.

"Hurry, Bella," Alice interrupted urgently.

I ran to the kitchen, yanking the drawers open and throwing the contents all over the floor as
I searched for a pen. A smooth, brown hand held one out to me.

"Thanks," I mumbled, pulling the cap off with my teeth. He silently handed me the pad of
paper we wrote phone messages on. I tore off the top sheet and threw it over my shoulder.

Dad, I wrote. I'm with Alice. Edward's in trouble. You can ground me when I get back. I
know it's a bad time. So sorry. Love you so much. Bella.

"Don't go," Jacob whispered. The anger was all gone now that Alice was out of sight.

I wasn't about to waste time arguing with him. "Please, please, please take care of Charlie," I
said as I dashed back out to the front room. Alice was waiting in the doorway with a bag
over her shoulder.

"Get your wallet ¬you'll need ID. Please tell me you have a passport. I don't have time to
forge one."

I nodded and then raced up the stairs, my knees weak with gratitude that my mother had
wanted to marry Phil on a beach in Mexico. Of course, like all her plans, it had fallen
through. But not before I'd made all the practical arrangements I could for her.

I tore through my room. I stuffed my old wallet, a clean T-shirt, and sweatpants into my
backpack, and then threw my toothbrush on top. I hurled myself back down the stairs. The
sense of deja vu was nearly stifling by this point. At least, unlike the last time¬ when I'd run
away from Forks to escape thirsty vampires rather than to find them ¬I wouldn't have to say
goodbye to Charlie in person.

Jacob and Alice were locked in some kind of confrontation in front of the open door,
standing so far apart you wouldn't assume at first that they were having a conversation.
Neither one seemed to notice my noisy reappearance.

"You might control yourself on occasion, but these leeches you're taking her to¬" Jacob was
furiously accusing her.

"Yes. You're right, dog." Alice was snarling, too. "The Volturi are the very essence of our
kind ¬they're the reason your hair stands on end when you smell me. They are the substance
of your nightmares, the dread behind your instincts. I'm not unaware of that."



"And you take her to them like a bottle of wine for a party!" he shouted.

"You think she'd be better off if I left her here alone, with Victoria stalking her?"

"We can handle the redhead."

"Then why is she still hunting?"

Jacob growled, and a shudder rippled through his torso.

"Stop that!" I shouted at them both, wild with impatience. "Argue when we get back, let's
go!"

Alice turned for the car, disappearing in her haste. I hurried after her, pausing automatically
to turn and lock the door.

Jacob caught my arm with a shivering hand. "Please, Bella. I'm begging."

His dark eyes were glistening with tears. A lump filled my throat.

"Jake, I have to¬"

"You don't, though. You really don't. You could stay here with me. You could stay alive. For
Charlie. For me."

The engine of Carlisle's Mercedes purred; the rhythm of the thrumming spiked when Alice
revved it impatiently.

I shook my head, tears spattering from my eyes with the sharp motion. I pulled my arm free,
and he didn't fight me.

"Don't die, Bella," he choked out. "Don't go. Don't."

What if I never saw him again?

The thought pushed me past the silent tears; a sob broke out from my chest. I threw my arms
around his waist and hugged for one too-short moment, burying my tear-wet face against his
chest. He put his big hand on the back of my hair, as if to hold me there.

"Bye, Jake." I pulled his hand from my hair, and kissed his palm. I couldn't bear to look at his
face. "Sorry," I whispered.

Then I spun and raced for the car. The door on the passenger side was open and waiting. I
threw my backpack over the headrest and slid in, slamming the door behind me.

"Take care of Charlie!" I turned to shout out the window, but Jacob was nowhere in sight.
As Alice stomped on the gas and¬ with the tires screeching like human screams¬ spun us
around to face the road, I caught sight of a shred of white near the edge of the trees. A piece
of a shoe.